Um.  I don't know how to describe it.  So often lately everything will be going fine and I just feel  extremely unhappy.  It was very serious today - this thing has started effecting my friendships and opinion of myself.

I can count on my fingers the only times I really smiled this week.  Mostly during the time when I watched the MCR concert footage.

On another note, I haven't been able to sleep at night.  I lay there and at around 5 or 6 AM each morning I finally pass out... but after I wake up, usually in the afternoon, all I want to do is just keep on sleeping all day.  It seems that the more I sleep the more tired I become.

AAAAH.  x_x;

BUT --- I have a haircut to look foward to tomorrow!!!  That always cheers me up.

Radical!!  My first event. ^_^